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28 April 2012 @ 02:36 am
I had an embarrassing emotional meltdown over the fry station at work (there were tears and me snapping at a coworker over an order I'd screwed up) because I couldn't stop thinking about T and our sister and phone calls that fucking spell doom. The manager sent me on break and I was still crying by the time I came back so she let me trade hours with a co-worker after I explained what is happening and go home. I made sure to apologize to the person I snapped at before I left because it was all my baggage I couldn't let go in order to do my fricking job no matter how hard I tried.

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moodswing: distresseddistressed
i feel the madness creeping inaadarshinah on April 28th, 2012 02:21 pm (UTC)
I'm glad you've such an understanding manager. I hate to think what things would be like for you now if you didn't.

But try not to worry too much. Worry makes everything ten times worse. From what I've seen here, it sounds like T is in capable hands. If his doctors aren't overly distressed, you shouldn't be either.

tiggerscaper: John & Aeryn comforttiggerscaper on April 28th, 2012 02:59 pm (UTC)
hoktauri on April 28th, 2012 05:02 pm (UTC)
Meltdowns are no fun, but it's probably good you got some time off right now. Please remember to take care of yourself, too.

Sending love and hugs, bb.