Mom told me on the phone the other day that Boots and Poochie either got into rat poison or ate a mouse that had eaten the poison and were dying so she was going to have to put them down. I didn't hear anything else about it after I'd sent her a message with what she needed to do to try and save them.

A few minutes ago I found a text message from S that I'd missed earlier that said that Boots was dead. I had hoped to somehow convince them to let me have Boots once I was able to because I love that pup so damn much.

I'm just... heartbroken isn't even the right word to describe how upset I am right now.

I really hope that Poochie makes it but I don't think he will because he just lost his best friend and he's not going to understand why he's not around anymore.

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