Kaz (kazbaby) wrote,

Of All the Things I've Lost, I Miss My Mind the Most.

It really sucks that I haven't been able to write or vid anything for weeks with all the personal dren going on (the cammie'verse story was done a month or so ago). It's not just because of where I'm staying but more akin to my brain deciding to shut down and not cooperate with me and that really freaking blows since both have been my distractions. Particularly writing since that's a way I've always dealt with getting things out of my head so they don't fester.

That's not to say that I'm not getting ideas for different projects (thank fuck) but the most I seem capable of doing is jotting them (a line or two, or a scene notation) down either in my notebook or in the file for the project. If I can't have anything else back I'd at least like to have my brain back from the abyss because I miss it.

/end bitchfest

totally un-related but for some reason everything on my browser pages are in italics and I have no idea what the hell I did to cause that or how to fix it.

eta: did a google search and tried one solution i found which was to copy/paste Arial from my font folder and and back again to re-install it but it didn't work. For now I've unselected the option in Firefox for it to use its own fonts but that doesn't extend to IE.
Tags: blocked, computer, vidding, writing

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