April 28th, 2007

Angel (John)

*sniff*

I hate crying in the mornings since it usually throws off my entire day, but this time I think it was a good cry. V came over to bring me something from mom before I left for the day and her eyes were all red so I asked what was wrong. I figured one of the other kids were picking on her, but she said she didn't want me to move. Boy did that get me to going. I held her while we both cried and I kissed the top of her head and her forehead and kept telling her that I loved her even though we're going to be apart for a while.

She's my little girl. Has been since I cut the cord when she was born and always will be.

Usually when she makes the mistake of calling me mommy I correct her since I know it's not right to encourage her that way, but I didn't this morning because it really got me to bawling and to be honest I've always loved it when she called me that.

Finally she smiled and told me she found my old Farscape CDs and M is going to let her watch them on her computer. She laughed and said I couldn't have them back.

Like I said.... She's my little girl. ;)