June 11th, 2003

Angel (John)

What can I say...

I have been typing almost non-stop for two days now on Harbinger of Sorrow, and I swear I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. But there are several scenes that as I type them up, I'm not happy with. They are almost all dialog because at that moment, the characters are not really doing anything. John's emotions at these points are clearly drawn in the first part of the scenes and I don't feel the need to continue harping on them throughout. But still...I know they need something else. I just have to find out what.

I finally have a working title to my 2 Johns fic. 'Dare to Dream My Son', sounds corney as all hell, but like I said it's a "working" title.

God..I don't want to go to work today...not in the mood, I wanna keep working on my story. Now that I'm finally on a roll. Plus I don't want to have to put up with Aaron today. I swear to god...I'm going to knock the fuck out of that boy, and SOON. If he goes and tells people more bullshit about me, he is going to find himself on the business end of a 2 x 4. It's one thing to go telling my business, but to make up shit. Totally different and he's about to find out it's not nice to mess with me. If he thinks my dear ole brother is bad, he aint seen shit yet.

You know..this is going into a rant...I ain't going to do it now..maybe later, but not now.
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