June 4th, 2003

Angel (John)

Tired, bored and still cant sleep

So I decided to do that little brain test deal. That wasted a couple of minutes. Here was the result:

Kaz, you are somewhat left-hemisphere dominant and show a preference for visual learning, although not extreme in either characteristic. You probably tend to do most things in moderation, but not always.

Your left-hemisphere dominance implies that your learning style is organized and structured, detail oriented and logical. Your visual preference, though, has you seeking stimulation and multiple data. Such an outlook can overwhelm structure and logic and create an almost continuous state of uncertainty and agitation. You may well suffer a feeling of continually trying to "catch up" with yourself.

Your tendency to be organized and logical and attend to details is reasonably well-established which should afford you success regardless of your chosen field of endeavor. You can "size up" situations and take in information rapidly. However, you must then subject that data to being classified and organized which causes you to "lose touch" with the immediacy of the problem.

Your logical and methodical nature hamper you in this regard though in the long run it may work to your advantage since you "learn from experience" and can go through the process more rapidly on subsequent occasions.

You remain predominantly functional in your orientation and practical. Abstraction and theory are secondary to application. In keeping with this, you focus on details until they manifest themselves in a unique pattern and only then work with the "larger whole."

With regards to your career choices, you have a mentality that would be good as a scientist, coach, athlete, design consultant, or an engineering technician. You can "see where you want to go" and even be able to "tell yourself," but find that you are "fighting yourself" at the darndest times.

So..I'm organized and have the brain of a scientist. What the fuck? My room is a shambles (but still know where everything is), and the closest I am to scientific is playing with microbiology software. HA! I haven't gotten anywhere with that!
Oh well...this killed a few minutes. Now I have to try and sleep. Emphasis on try.
Angel (John)

Well that didn't work

Wipty Doo...I got me 4 hours sleep. While I do feel somewhat bettter, I still feel as if I've got sandpaper permanently etched into my eyeballs right now.

For some reason, fbf has decided to get the pointy stick out and prod me (that so didn't come out right) into writing more on the 2 Johns fic. Damn..i gotta think of a title for this.

You know this is frustrating...I have about 30 pages left to type up for Harbinger of Sorrow. And I can't seem to get my ass in gear and do it. I have the dialog and action written out, but yet to type it up and I still have to, as Phi likes to say, put the Kaz spin on it. Spin? I have a spin? More like dementia! Then after I put the 'spin' on it, I've got to get it to fbf so she can make me see it better. That woman makes me think to damn much. Which is cool, but that is a fucking scary place.
No more Metallica as inspiration...the ideas this group puts into my head for fics is scary...even more scary is the fact their new CD comes out tomorrow. TOMORROW! TOMORROW! OH HELL FUCKING YEAH!!!!!!!!!

Damn...I'm starting to ramble here. Talk about disjoined thoughts.
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